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heart
03:05
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Make me regret what this all cost
How can I sleep when it's all lost?
I'll never know how this ship sinks
All I know if I don't feel when I drink
Or smoke
Or cum
Fuck sober
I'll stay dumb
And she loves that
Yeah she loves that
I don't wanna take your one way back
Times like these
I'll catch a heart attack
So do you miss it now?
Or did you black it out?
I didn't know it then
I'll never love again
If I changed
It's cause you changed me
Grew up
Grew out
Now I'm leaving safety
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2. |
freak cough
02:36
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I'm trying my best not to be spiteful
Who needs salt when you've got an eyeful
Am I trifle
I'm stifled
Looking down the barrel of this rifle
Take my words in this song
Will anyone remember when I'm gone?
I don't listen to those same sad songs anymore
I'm afraid they won't feel the same like before
It's like I'm forgetting my own name and it hurts
I'm so scared of the change not in the overture
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doublespeak
03:35
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And I know it's all on me
All the meals I skipped last week
Other kisses on my cheek
Don't speak
And I'll lie right to your face
When I tell you I'm okay
I'm growing but more afraid
Don't Stay
So what if I miss it now?
All the times that I've blacked out
I want it all back now
I want it all back
Drowning in these strangers sheets
I can't comedown
I can't breathe
Knees weak
Empty
And your song on repeat
Guess I wish I wasn't me
Cut my tongue off It's diseased
Silver serpent
Cave of teeth
Because I doublespeak
I'll let you walk away
I know I'm not the same
As you knew back then
No I won't say we're still friends
So what if I miss it now
All the times that I blacked out
I can say that without doubt
I can't change I don't know how
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4. |
drown
04:29
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Are all my friends floating this way?
Or did I just get taken away by the waves?
I'm so afraid to miss it now
But I can't be the only one that
Made sure my brain couldn't think
Gave my liver all that it could drink
All those times that I blacked out
Just to be the only one that
Drowns
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